I tried to call T all morning and most of the evening to not avail.
I'm afraid because I known not the reason.
My mind had started to slip away.
It's T with somebody locked in his room?
It's hurt? dead?
It's just a way to hurt me more? to see how much I beg?
or it's ending with me, no reason, no avail, not a single word, no goodbye?
Not knowing is such a hell.
I'm going down.