This weekend had mixed feelings.
Like a fresh ray of light Blue had come to my life.
Open, welcomed,I try to return the light he's giving to me.
T. called me on sunday to go to his father's day celebration.
I said I can't, and he went mad.
I'm no long part of that family.
I want to put distance between us.
Why then I feel so bad?!

I called Blue, well he's amazing
such a life cannot be absorbed in one night.
and I'm scared, no rhyme nor reason. no hit and run.
What are you hiding in those eyes?!
I feel bad, down.
Need to run and nowhere to go.