Going south

It seems I've to go to sin city again. I'm sort of worried. Relationship with D is ok but not ok, it seems I'm not being able to click, I'm worry about other stuff too, isn't odd, I know it started sort after the pickings but, well, I give to it no thought until I have further proof. Anyways, I showed him yesterday the stuff I liked, he said that wasn't me, I wonder what he has in mind I'm supposed to like? That really dis-heartened me, perceptions, to the one I love and supposedly loves me, I'm just a perception, he hadn't seen deeper than that.