Well, as it things couldn't be worse this new year.
J & I tried to hit with the same man.
And we both succeeded, this is a crazy world.

I'm still blue.
The angst would start to pour as soon as I left myself unguarded.
I'm just in the verge of crying every 15min.

I feel as the most conspicuos grain of dust in the universe.
But then, as I was seeing myself like that His words came to me: "I'm the first-born of the universe, I'm older than the gods, I'm immortal, I'm made of star dust"

But Vishnu cannot be wishpering at my ears from time to time.
Had tried to do some sazen but with the family around, well, I can't.

My sister spoke with mom about the relationship between T. & I.
That worries me, that comments would reach home.
And far apart would initiate a cascade of events that were foretold.

I knew it was a mistake to bring them in in this stage.
The seed of doubt has been planted.

It's a curse to have second sight.
Wish I could see the good things
But I'm only able to see what's going to be awry wrong.

But as he said when I asked why.
I'm here to bore my children.

This mind of me is running so fast
I'm wondering if my time line is moving so fast I'm not able to see the crash
but the pieces just floating in mid air