weird j j cool sex

weird j j cool sex

From my office I can see the sea.
the waves going and going
and endless sea.
it's like a night on XTC
feeling your body dissolving in the salty water
feeling your mind filling the void
the whole oceans
the whole earth
where we go when we die?
the eyes of the death.
they look so peaceful.
peace, that was I want most.
I was given an unquite mind.
my gift and my doom.
I will kill the poet instead.
the narrator of the history.
the owner of the tale
myself?

I don't know if I want to cry.
or maybe just dope with mary till I lost my senses.
or maybe take a sniff or two of coca till my mood lift off.
or maybe just pop up a XTC and flow into sintetic bliss.
Maybe I just want to be loved by the one I love.

Feel sometimes like the prince in the fairy tales,
going test after test for the love of his beloved.
but this love would never be mine.
because I'm in love with a deranged mind.
a one that has not salvation.
and I'm not a saviour.

and I'm tired of trying to been Jesus
trying to save my mirror
wonder, I can see the path to doom and avoid it.
but did I?
or I'm watching not the end, but the door to my doom
inside it.

All the things he said
running in my head

Love that song
it's like my mind
running so fast in a manic attack
running and running
I'm always running

If people would know how tired am I.
My mind running to the speed of light.
running against starvation.
against the darkness that surrounds me even since childhood.

Our race is and old one
and we are doomed to die
to sensitive for the world of men
we should die young.

Die young while you can.

no voy al sauna hace rato
Javier says:
la china me presento el sabado dos numeritos que conocio en el sauna
Ken (@CNV) says:
gregorio me invito el viernes pasado pero no pude ir
Javier says:
primera ves que me ense�a alguien del sauna que se puede ver
Ken (@CNV) says:
jajajaja
Javier says:
y dice que aque llo estaba super,,

Javier telling his story,
and my heart goes broken.
Will T ever change?
don't think so.