Going south

It seems I've to go to sin city again. I'm sort of worried. Relationship with D is ok but not ok, it seems I'm not being able to click, I'm worry about other stuff too, isn't odd, I know it started sort after the pickings but, well, I give to it no thought until I have further proof. Anyways, I showed him yesterday the stuff I liked, he said that wasn't me, I wonder what he has in mind I'm supposed to like? That really dis-heartened me, perceptions, to the one I love and supposedly loves me, I'm just a perception, he hadn't seen deeper than that.

A. A.

Today I meet A.A., He's gorgeous. Looked a lot alike M. I was just trying to think in something else while his warm hands touched mine. Guess I'll need to visit the Dr. again soon.

E's Birthday

He looks so dam hot in that half buttoned shirt, walking around with the manly garbo of a male that just happened to have sex.