You

What would feel being so negative I thought while watching you walking towards me. What's going on your life, you've everything one may want including you. I want you so much.

What's bothering me

For some reason I'm unable to sleep. My mind keeps replaying yesterday memories. Something feels wrong but can't identify what it is. Will document the day in order to analyze it later, maybe I would be able to have some sleep then:

-8:30

1. leave the taxi
2. Catch something dark coming my way, turn my head and D is looking at me with a furtive glance.
3. Opening the door, same feeling and microexpression this time the source is the receptionist.
4. The security guard writes something in its pamphlet, my arrival time I suppose.
5. G is talking with D as I approach he stop speaking, don't return my salute.
6. A, M, N pass four times for the hallway and turn to look at me, feel an intense scrutiny as when you try to recognize someone.
   
7. D won't look at my eyes, it would look the other way, she does mentions something I can see a path to my facebook pictures and a comment by someone.
8. Same feeling again when I leave this time from K.
9. The security guard writes something in its pamphlet, this is another one, I'm aware they register arrival time but it's the first time I see them registering departures.
10. Normal behaviour at the office.
11. Awkwardness from J at Multiplaza.
12. That's all.