Broken heart part II

Well, what I did wrong? or, what I did right. Anyways seems that the "cold" in our relationship was far more than metaforical. This morning he didn't call as usual. Next when I asked him to loan me his laptop (The one he told me was "ours" long time ago) he said yes. Then he didn't show to pick me up for our movie date. He shows up hours later. He even mention the USD 5 he loaned me trough the cellphone (Wondering who was listening). Then he tells me (trying to look sincere) that he doesn't want to me to take the laptop at work because my boss would think its mine (not "ours" anymore) , after I rebate him telling him that I was only supposed to use it for the V work he refutes again that it was "his" (not longer "ours") inversion and I should take care of it (here my heart starts to show some stress and break a little). After that bitter welcome I went to the kitchen to warm the food he gave me and I really didn't want to eat, my whole body rejected it as it was rejecting the idea of spending a night with him in my bed. Anyways I find surprised the guy was busy while I was taking a shower picking up his stuff from the kitchen (no comments on that, I wonder if he got his shoes too but I hadn't check it). That hurted a lot. Anyways I'm writting this in "his" computer, I'm wondering what to do, I don't want to sleep with him in bed, I would want for him to go to "his" home with "his" computer, and btw, about his computer, for someone that had nothing to hide, I wonder how's possible that the history of his navigator is just blank, what he wanted me not to see, the same E told me? that he's a frequent visitor to the chat rooms?

Go figure.

Heart is broke.
Me is tired.
Life doesn't lack of a sense of irony.

Now, how do I fix this. I assumed he was the one, I got into my family, how I keep him out of it, without raising suspicions.

Without raising suspicions? maybe I should send him into a long trip to the south seas without return and only mention from time to time I saw him or I call him or whatever.

It was my mistake, I should'd been wiser this time.